I'm dying on the inside,
Concealing all my pain,
And instead of crying tears,
My soul cries with the rain.

And as the raindrops fall,
I listen to your screams,
Those silent haunting screams,
That bring me to my knees.

Because with those stormy clouds,
My heart just rolls away,
And deadens to the pain,
That stabs it everyday.

Heart flutters all the time,
While my stomach twists in knots,
And it's hard to find the words,
To express this type of loss.

But with all these thoughts,
The blame alone is mine,
Since my insecurities,
Were my downfall all this time,

But I don't really care,
I just want to help,
And drain away the pain,
You thought brought on yourself.

So as the raindrops fall,
I listen to your screams,
Those silent haunting screams,
That bring me to my knees.

Because I'm dying on the inside,
Concealing all my pain,
But instead of crying tears,
My soul cries with the rain.